Friendship is one of those oddly dynamic relationships that either evolve over time, wilt with lack of mutual respect or blow up like a roman candle on the Fourth of July. Over the years I have participated in all three kinds of friendship like most others have. I have also reevaluated what I really value in friendship. There is nothing like having a truly life-long friendship! I had friends who moved and never heard from again, yet there was one who was always on the edge of my thoughts. How strange that I had a dream a couple of years ago about her becoming a nurse, then her mom calls and we got together at my house. We still "talk" every so often, and I know I will never forget her. Some how it is really hard to "forget" someone you have known for 29+ years, although it is strange that sometimes I just "know" that we need to touch base with each other.
I wonder why sometimes a friendship is harder to maintain than it is really worth. Why would a "friend" walk in the same room as you and barely acknowledge your presence? Thinking it maybe time to start distancing this relationship. Seems that others know more about how the "friendship" is and how I feel about certain things than I do. Odd that I never knew these "friends" to psychic or mind readers before, or that I asked them to intrude within my relationship with mutual friends.
Beginning to really consider no longer teaching classes at my lss, I have way to many other things going on right now. As well as the conflict of interest thing with CTMH. Although I am looking forward to offering online directions for projects through my CTMH web site. Just email me to get added to the community, don't forget to request your sign in name and password.
Tonight is K's first softball game, hoping their team is ready. This is her first season without coach pitch. Will post later tonight or tomorrow with how the game went.
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